You know what? I went to a really great concert last night with my fabulous girlfriend and probably had the most fun I've had in a VERY long time. It was great to be there with her and not be concerned with who I'm going to see or what new friends I'm going to make or how can I this or that or whatever. We just went and got our hairs cut, ate at a totally amazing Korean vegan restaurant, then went and saw Neko Case with like 400 50 year olds. It was so relaxing that I think I'm going to go gray just to blend in and hang out with more older people. I never thought I'd say this but I'm tired of dj's and parties and people and blahblahblah. It's good to be out and about and to know who you know but to make that your life is just so tiring. I don't want to turn my back on fashion and blogs and 'the scene'(persay) altogether but it's just not as satisfying as hearing some steel guitar and not particularly caring about what anyone thinks. It finally happened. I'm over it. And boy does it feel good.

I am no kinda man to be leading. The most I can do is pray and love and ask God for patience...and listening to lonely sounding electronic soundscapes.

"You never blog. You hate me."
-Love you girl.

Hello Summer.

Lyrics

So summer has begun. And this is the craziest one so far. I thank the Lord that He instilled in me both a desire to never be boring and to always be the most fly. With that said, here're a couple songs with highlighted lyrics that I've found to be most inspiring this week.

"You spend the first 5 years tryin' to get with the plan, and the next 5 years tryin' to get with your friends again."


"I rode horse shaped fire dragon stereowire."

Words for Pentecost

Today is Pentecost. Here are some super appropriate words from the Mos' himself. "I cannot carry all these people by myself; the burden is too heavy for me. If this is how you are going to treat me, put me to death right now—if I have found favor in your eyes—and do not let me face my own ruin."

I am learning that it is not my job to care for everyone. I can only do what I can for those that I care about. God fixes everything, not me. I hope that I will retain this.